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by Lissa Mon, 10/07/2019 - 13:26

Hello, I came here from Carolyn's facebook, I like the ideas I see. It may sound contrary but I don't think of myself as into AP even though I have a strong craving for my Daddy (hubby) to give me spankings (and sometimes :::blush::: diapers).

I guess I mean I don't feel like I "regress" or think of myself as "little". But I love my husband (as a man and as my Daddy) and he is the boss, and my sexuality is all about being a wife who is spanked and treated like a child often. I know that doesn't make any sense. But I was a told I should post something like this and I try to do as I'm told. ;-)

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Welcome, Lissa!!!

Making sense is highly overrated!! :)

Thanks for introducing yourself - but doing as you're told is highly overrated, too! :D

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Ahoy, Miss Lissa!

I think I know of what you speak. Not all who are into, or moved by, the trappings of Adult Ageplay, are Emotionally-Real Innerkids.

Maybe it's my inherent bias toward thinking of most women as having such a broad and deep spectra of feelings, but my own experience is that most require a certain level of depth, of multi-dimensional emotion, in their relationships, than necessarily do as many males, but even when these lifestyles are mainly sexual *fetishes* for women, and not about emotional regression, they still find a lot of the power to come from a special *connection* to another person that they're sharing those powerful sexual cravings.

So I think it's common for a lot of women to be drawn toward the pure sexual triggers of it all, and still to find it most powerfully woven into their connection with someone else, and preferably a special emotional connection.

So do you mind if I ask about your daily life a bit? We want to share REAL stuff here.

Like... so if you don't feel a sort of emotional regression, but want to live a life where a "Daddy" figure enacts trappings of childhood like spankings and ("blush", as you said)... shhhh... *diapers*... :) ) what does your daily lifestyle look like? Is he Daddy around the house during ordinary times? Are you called out of an adult headspace and activities to be treated suddenly like a child? Is that jarring?

Hope you don't mind me asking. We want to explore the deeper meanings behind this stuff here, is all.

Thanks for your candor!

 

--UB

 

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Oh hi Mister Faulkner! I didn't see this at first. Well I am going back to school right now to be a Licensed Social Worker and Daddy is half-retired and at home mostly. So that kind of works in our heads you know? I mean his discipline and stuff fits with Him being there and me coming home from school every day. So but even though that's a lot like a school girl coming home to her Daddy I have never really felt little all that much. I have a few furry friends and stuff but I don't feel like playing with baby toys or coloring or stuff does that much for me.

So maybe we are almost more of a d/s thing than age play because it is him being the HOH and using C.P. that is the biggest part. But I do love to think of Him as Daddy. That is a warm thing to my heart. And I get very fluttery and uhm stuff, when He uses being HOH to put me back into diapers and give me bedtimes and all. I guess as I say it that sounds pretty much like age play doesn't it lol.

But I think that diapers and bedtimes are more about control than making me feel like a real baby. And how it makes me feel inside to give up that control to Him because I can trust Him. And acourse how personal and embarrassing the private things like blush diaper changing and stuff is. So I guess it is age play but I feel alone because I just don't care to be made to behave or play like a baby. But when he treats me like one it is like going around the moon inside me.

So like most days I go to school and when I get home I know we will go to the spare bedroom right away first and He will lay me down and ask me all sorts of questions about my day and we will chat like normal people but only He is also taking off my school clothes and diapering me as we talk and dressing me in my pjs. So then most of the time I am kept in diapers.

I have to ask permission for everything. And I have lots of rules and things too remember to do and He is very observant and I get a very owie spanking if I forget anything or forget to ask permission to day anything. At bedtime he changes me into nighttime diapers and tucks me in early and stuff but we are talking like regular adults and I don't ever feel comfortable with baby talk or want to act like a child so much. When I wake up he is always already up and I have to come to him for a change first, and he dresses me in regular clothes and regular panties to go to school again. So I guess it is kind of like a d/s kind of thing but we have added diapers and spankings? Yowzers how I did go on like a flibbertygibit!

Is that what you wanted to know? Thank you for sharing how things are with you I am always curious how things are with other people. :)