It used to frustrate me a lot. Sometimes I'd feel like cryin' and sometimes I'd be grouchy and sometimes both at the same time but I been gettin' a lot more time lately. I hope you do too.

Pattin jesse

 i didn firgetcha,  n corse i still you fren ,n not gunna not be acuz ya hasta let big does her stuffs.

Juss try notta get aset bout it, n enjoy your time wen you getsta be here , n maybe inbetween times you big can getcha colorin books ir sum en you can do at home ta letcha be lil.

 We  be here 

I can understand although in a way I'm 180 degrees the reverse in that I can't be out of it even if I wanted to as chunks of this are just part of my medical side because I battle with people who presume either I don't have an innerkid or it's they think  it's a game that I turn the switch back to Grow'd up to in a second and sometimes people in the age play community can be just as bad for it. The time I have to be Middle me comes at a price one that I wouldn't wish on any of yoo even if I've gotten the hang of making the most of it and are far happier being treated very mooch as a kid.

The main thing I'd say for those of whose situations are different is to make distraction free little time in chunks of say an hour and half - long enough to gain some satisfaction from without impinging on essential growd up stuff and keep something little with you at all times incase yoo feel a meltdown coming on.

Hugs.

Being transsexual was always frustrating enough until I could start being myself.  Even then, I had to figure out why I acted like a teenager or even younger sometimes.  I always had a part of me that wanted to watch kids shows and listen to the music.  When I started letting younger me out, it has been such a release.  I knew I had to give her free reign as herself for at least once a week for several hours, sometimes more. I guess the answer to the question is that I just spent two weeks at home with my family and couldnt be me at all, and I hated it.  I couldnt be adult me either, so it was awful.  I guess the answer is that I can't see not being young me for longer than a week. 

Sometimes Paige some on the transexual community are fixed on being accepted as adults they can't or won't accept the innerkid or in M2F circles the "adult little girl" side effectively ditching their 'misgendered' childhood side completely even though whatever happened in it is a part of them and their make up upto and including their transitioned state.