Guardian Island
- A Thinkin Thread
Lately my big has been so busy at work. She's been doing a lotta overtime, and I haven't been able to get out much. It's really very frustratin'. I thought I had made a few friends here, but then I couldn't come for like two weeks, and now I'm worried that everyone's forgotten about me, or don't wanna play with me now that I can't come very day like I was.
Does anyone else ever feel frustrated by real life?
Daily Snug Title:
When Liddels Won't Come Out
It used to frustrate me a lot. Sometimes I'd feel like cryin' and sometimes I'd be grouchy and sometimes both at the same time but I been gettin' a lot more time lately. I hope you do too.
Tidbits Bout Me
I can understand although in a way I'm 180 degrees the reverse in that I can't be out of it even if I wanted to as chunks of this are just part of my medical side because I battle with people who presume either I don't have an innerkid or it's they think it's a game that I turn the switch back to Grow'd up to in a second and sometimes people in the age play community can be just as bad for it. The time I have to be Middle me comes at a price one that I wouldn't wish on any of yoo even if I've gotten the hang of making the most of it and are far happier being treated very mooch as a kid.
The main thing I'd say for those of whose situations are different is to make distraction free little time in chunks of say an hour and half - long enough to gain some satisfaction from without impinging on essential growd up stuff and keep something little with you at all times incase yoo feel a meltdown coming on.
Hugs.
Joanne
thanks for supportin' me
I really do wanna be here more. Ugh
It just seems lately that all she does is work!
*hugggs snicks, katie and jo-ann
Tidbits Bout Me
Being transsexual was always frustrating enough until I could start being myself. Even then, I had to figure out why I acted like a teenager or even younger sometimes. I always had a part of me that wanted to watch kids shows and listen to the music. When I started letting younger me out, it has been such a release. I knew I had to give her free reign as herself for at least once a week for several hours, sometimes more. I guess the answer to the question is that I just spent two weeks at home with my family and couldnt be me at all, and I hated it. I couldnt be adult me either, so it was awful. I guess the answer is that I can't see not being young me for longer than a week.
Tidbits Bout Me
Sometimes Paige some on the transexual community are fixed on being accepted as adults they can't or won't accept the innerkid or in M2F circles the "adult little girl" side effectively ditching their 'misgendered' childhood side completely even though whatever happened in it is a part of them and their make up upto and including their transitioned state.
Joanne